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The Happiest Place on Earth – A Preorder Update


Prologue for “Home Street” – A Preorder Update

This is the prologue for the upcoming novel “Home Street,” which can be preordered here.  If you’d like to read the forward for the other upcoming novel, “Sick Day,” head on over to this entry.

Note: This book does contain some rather harsh language.


           This is one fucked up way to start Christmas.

Not the most eloquent final words, but they were exact to the situation and had entered his mind in whole.  Of course, he could not speak them out loud.  Not down here.

No more words.  No more deeds.

As a boy, he had never been able to open his eyes while submerged, but somehow he was looking around in the murky, muddy water, shady and blue.  His whole being was telling him if he could not save himself, he would breathe it all in, filling his lungs.  The world would darken around him, and he would sink into the quagmire below.  He would have to act quickly if indeed he wanted to live.

Only, he wasn’t convinced he did wish to live.

No more dreams.  No more nightmares.

I can’t believe I rented a tux for this.

He had had enough of this world, and the world seemed to know he thought so.  After all, it was the very earth which was trying to swallow him up.

Bubbles rose from his nostrils as he looked at the thick sheet of ice above his head.  He couldn’t see a break to the surface, but he knew if he’d looked hard enough, he’d find the opening his body made on the impact that had landed him in this silent, frozen hell.

No more debts.  No more harassing creditors.

Dammit.  I lost a shoe.

There was no telling how long he’d been in the water, but he knew there couldn’t be much more time before everything would start happening.  Already, his fingers were numb.  Already, his chest and stomach were crying for warmth.

Somehow, he found serenity in it all.  Maybe it was God’s hush bringing this calm.

Yeah, maybe, but it was probably just the head wound.

No more hair loss.  No more tooth decay.

Did I tip that waitress?

Blue hands hung in front of him.  Suspended in the water, they reminded him of the limbs of a tree, blown lightly by a passing breeze.  He knew they were his, but he couldn’t feel them anymore.  In a way, they already belonged to the grave.  This was all there was left.  Just to float.  And then to die.  No fanfare or trumpets or a flickering film of life passing before his eyes.  Just this.

Just cold water and a painful death.

No more sunrises to break the dawn.  No more stars burning overhead.

I wonder if they’ll ever find me here.

He forced himself to recall the events of his life, to remember the moments that led to his demise.  He conjured the faces of those he loved into the dusky bog, but it suddenly felt wrong to do it – to bring them all down here with him, so he simply closed his eyes.

It seemed life had one lesson left for him: How to let it all go.

No more fading memories.  No more moments to look forward to.  No more.

Oh, God, no!  I’m not the only one down here.


Top Posts of 2016


10. Keanu!!!, in which I review the Key and Peele film.


9. How Should I Spend My Lottery Winnings, in which I make plans for a couple million bucks


8. The DO’s and DON’T’s of Action Flicks, in which I compare and contrast the original Jack Reacher film with Skyfall

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7. How to Spot a Racist, a post that is even more important today than it was when I wrote it in 2013


6. The Greatest Depictions of Single-Minded Emotion, a continuously popular blog


5. VOTER’S GUIDE: California Propositions and Measures, a helpful voting tool


4. Back Story, the story of my debilitating back injury and the miracle that went with it


3. Ghostbusters (2016): A Superfan’s Perspective, my thoughts on the reboot

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2. Going Long: Reviews for “Kill Me Now” and “Angry Video Game Nerd: The Movie,” reviews of a couple of independent films made by popular Youtube artists

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1. Predator versus “Predator,” my take on female teacher sexual scandals



Back Story


The Accident

In 2005 I thought my license was suspended.  I don’t remember why I thought this, and it’s not important except to know that I was riding my bike to and from work every day.  Interestingly enough, I found out that my license was not suspended long before I stopped riding the bike, but I couldn’t do anything about it.  My mother’s car had gotten totaled, so I told her she could just take my car to the airport when she went on her mission trip to Ireland.  So my car was in the long term parking at the Columbus International Airport, and I was getting some fresh air and exercise.

I decided that I wanted to go to Arby’s for my lunch break, and I rode across the ten lanes of traffic to get there.  I enjoyed my meal, spending a little extra for a cup that I could use at home, and then I started on my way back to the Polaris Fashion Place Mall, where I worked as the assistant manager of an EBX (Electronics Boutique, now a Gamestop).

The light turned green, but there was a long line of cars waiting to make a right hand turn.  I made the foolish decision of letting them go first.  Still green, I stood up on the bike, put down my head, and peddled hard.  When I had picked up steam, I looked up in time to watch the light go from yellow to red.  I was flying past the median by then and had no choice but to try and clear the intersection.

I did okay.  Even though I suddenly found myself in an unwanted game of Frogger, I made it across eight and a half lanes before I got hit.  The mind is a funny thing.  As the car came toward me, time froze, and my brain said to me, “Well, I guess I’m not immortal after all.”  And then action and bang.  I’m off the bike now, flying onto the hood of the car.  I see the look of shock and horror on the driver’s and passenger’s faces through their windshield.  And time freezes again.  I think, “That wasn’t so bad.  Maybe I’ll just be a cripple the rest of my life.”  They slam on the brakes, and I’m flung off the car.  I see the pavement blurry beneath my outstretched hands when time freezes a third and final time.  My mind says, “Now this is going to hurt.”

I gathered myself off the road and pick up the bicycle I had borrowed from my roommate.  I remember being worried that it might be damaged but thinking it was okay even if I couldn’t make it move by pushing it.  The car bumper had hit my hip and bent the bike.  Realizing that I had dropped my take-home Arby’s cup, I turned to fetch it but decided better when I saw the cars flattening it beneath their speeding wheels.

“Should we call an ambulance?” the driver of the car asked me.

“No,” I said.  “You couldn’t have been going that fast.  Like – what?  Five or ten miles per hour.”

“It was fast enough for you to break the windshield.”

“I broke the. . .?”   I search my body for an injury, finding blood streaming down from my elbow.  “Oh.  Huh.  I guess, yeah, probably call the ambulance then.”

I was starting to get dizzy.  The world was pulsing in my head, and my vision was getting hazy around the edges.  One of my friends from high school came running up.

“Dave!” she cried.  “I saw someone had hit a bicyclist.  I can’t believe it was you!  Are you okay?  Is there anything I can do for you?”

“Yeah,” I said.  “Could you tell them I’m going to be late back from lunch?”


Sick Day

The initial injury was nothing more than a bruise that stretched across my entire right side and a limp that lasted a few days.  I got some X-rays the next day, and they didn’t show any major damage.

That was the only sick time I took from that job in five years.  I’m a dedicated worker, a workaholic that’s afraid of being homeless if I don’t work my butt of and have near perfect attendance for my employer.  That will be important a bit later.


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At the time of the accident, I bounced back pretty fast.  I was young (twenty four years old), and though I had always had a sore back, the accident had only made things marginally worse.  Yeah, I was seeing a chiropractor about lumbar and neck pains, but it was really just a manageable inconvenience.  Until 2011, which was when I introduced my girlfriend to my family.

Stella and I took a trip to Florida, where she met my father (she already knew my sister and nephew from when Elizabeth and Gabe lived with me in San Diego) and my mother, who we would later travel to Ohio with.  While staying with my mom in Buckeye country, I slept on an old Army cot.  I was actually really excited about it.  I had loved sleeping on during my Scouting years, but it ended up being for one night only.  I woke up and could barely stand.  I took another look at the cot and saw that it was higher in the middle than it was at the head and feet.  Something about sleeping that way made my back go from annoying to a mess.

At least I think that’s how I got this way.  Honestly, it’s just guesswork on my part, but this is the way I remember it.


The New Job

Despite more visits to chiropractors, physical therapy, visits to the orthopedic doctor, and even amateur Youtube hypnosis videos, things have just gotten worse.  They’ve gotten so bad, in fact, that I have had a few scary periods where my back has made getting out of bed and walking around so difficult that I ended up taking every sick day allotted to me for the last three years.  I had to be taken out of the store one night via wheelchair by a coworker.  I told my orthopedic doctor that the pain was reverberating throughout my body, including in my chest.  I was instructed to follow up on that unusual symptom and ended up in a hospital for a couple of days after my EKG readings scared my primary care physician.  While that’s a whole other story, the hospital bed was terrible for my back, and I was off work yet again.

Recently, I was asked to take on a new role at my job.  I would be managing the external warehouse.  The position I was in is certain to become redundant and this new opportunity wasn’t going to go anywhere with the management shake-up the company has planned, but I was reluctant.  They asked me about my hesitation, and I told them it was my back.  After all, logistics is a physically demanding part of the business, and the day they called to ask me I was out again because of my back.  They assured me that as a supervisor, my back wouldn’t be an issue.  Still, I made sure to bring it up with each new person I spoke to.  I’m not one to complain, but things were getting bad.

I couldn’t bend down without holding myself up.  My right leg was turned to the side.  My right hip was jutting upward.  My right shoulder could sometimes slump a full two inches lower than my left.  My left leg would sometimes go numb.  I would have sharp pains in my right buttocks, thigh, and calf.  I didn’t see a way to change any of this.  When people would ask me how my back was doing, which they were doing with a greater frequency than ever due to how I walked, sat, crouched, and stood, I would say, “It’s just my back.  It’s screwed up.”  And that’s how it would be for me.  I had seeked out the alternatives, and nothing had worked.  I would just get worse and worse until I died.

While everyone I talked to, including my new boss, had shown concern, none of them were deterred by my back issues.  The head of logistics, however, was deeply disturbed.  He began to question my abilities, referring to the physical aspects of the job that I had brought up as my concern but had been told would not be a part of my role.  He was right, but it didn’t make my situation any less precarious.  He told me to go and observe the business needs and then make the decision whether I thought I could live up to his expectations or not.  At this point, the machine was already in motion.  I would be taking over the warehouse in a week, and someone else would be doing my current job.  I didn’t see this as an option, and I was stressed out that fact that having me take control of this decision in such a way was a no-win for me.  It would mean I would be saying I could perform tasks I had already said I could not and would absolve the supervisors of the guilt of making the decision.



Stella had to help me get dressed.  Doing my job was becoming more and more difficult.  Heck!  Getting to work was becoming hard.  Not one for saying this of a religious nature, Stella said to me, “Maybe this is God’s way of telling you something.”  If you have read “Sick Day” or know anything about my goals and passions, you know what He’d be telling me.

The Sunday before last was supposed to be my last day at the store, I couldn’t get out of bed.  I called out and texted my new boss, letting her know I would be at the warehouse on Wednesday “even if I have to crawl.”

Tuesday was my appointment to see my orthopedic.  It was my third or forth visit with them, and I expected to simply get another prescription for physical therapy.  When they saw me come in this time, their shock was evident.  They gave me an X-ray, and the results were the same as always.  The bones are fine.  But this time, the doctor decided I needed an MRI.  He gave me a note for work, saying I would need to take three weeks off.

I went to work on Wednesday.  I did my best.  It was fifty degrees, and during that first hour, as I limped like a zombie behind my boss, I sweat until my hair was drenched.  And then I had a total emotional breakdown.  My worst fear, that I would become so physically disabled by my back that I could no longer earn a living, was coming true.

Of course, a lot of my worry was totally in my mind.  Despite the terrible timing, I could take a medical leave.  I just didn’t want to let anyone down.  I wanted to do what was best for the company.  The thing is, my back was forcing me to change.  I now realize that I have to do what’s best for me first.

So I’ve been off since then.  The first couple of days were excruciating.  I would lie in bed, getting up three times a day to use the bathroom.  My sciatic nerve would cause me more pain than I have ever felt in my life each time I got up.  I would shake, sob, and just want return to bed, where I was trapped like a turtle on his back.  I sent Stella a few dark texts, informing her that I couldn’t live like this anymore.  I have never contemplated suicide in my life, but this was surely the closest I have come.



The day I had my MRI was a turning point.  I decided that morning that my bed was a death sentence.  I would do whatever I could to remain sitting as much as possible, and I would not lay flat if I could help it.  Stella made me a make-shift Posturepedic bed on the couch, and we found the one chair in the house I could somewhat comfortably sit in.

Getting to the appointment proved to be difficult, I ended up in a wheelchair after struggling in agony through the parking garage, across the street, through the lobby, up the elevator, and down most of the long corridor.  The things I had taken for granted as a young man were now becoming impossible.  Not one to give up, it was becoming a growing habit nonetheless.

I was told my results wouldn’t be ready until Monday since it was a Friday, but not long after I got home, my orthopedic doctor called.  It was his day off, and he was out of town.  He had seen the MRI and wanted to know if I was okay.  He told me to go to the emergency room if I couldn’t make it to my appointment on Tuesday.  He told me he could see me on Sunday night, even with his office closed, because he would be back in town then.  He hinted that I would need surgery.



This brings me to yesterday.  I’ve had a lot of people tell me to get a second opinion, to do anything I can to avoid surgery.  I have heard the horror stories about people that have worse problems since their back surgery.

The orthopedic surgeon who had always prescribed me physical therapy and suggested I see a chiropractor again despite my insistence that I felt my chiropractors have made no progress with my back and have quite possibly made things worse told me that at this stage, there’s really only one option: surgery

I have a severe hemorrhaged disk, twenty percent of which is now pinching the nerve in my spine solidly against the bone.  He said that it was fortuitous that the nerve had found a way around the obstruction, because otherwise I wouldn’t be able to walk at all.  I would just fall down like a rag doll.  He would need to remove the obstruction surgically, but afterwards, my back would be as good as new.

All of the advice for second opinions – all of the terrible stories – everything crossed my mind, but I feel relieved.  I see an end to my suffering.  You see, this issue with my back has grown steadily worse.  It has made me feel old and weak.  It has made me wonder if that thought that popped into my head as the car was hitting me – that I would “be a cripple the rest of my life” – was true.  It has made me seriously consider whether my life was worth living if it was going to continue down this road.  How could I ever act again?  How could I make a living?  How can I do anything if I can’t even get off my back?

My back stole my thirties, but I also feel like it has given me a future.  The experiences I have gotten from this will help me write my stories with more depth, and this medical leave I am on right now will literally give me the time I’ve needed for so long to write “Home Street.”  It’s finally time to turn a new page.

So all of this. . .  This is just my backstory.


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Light in a Dark Universe: A Spiritual Question


Look up into the night’s sky, and you might see one of the other planets in our solar system blinking back at you.  But what you are actually seeing is the sun’s light reflecting off the surface of a heavenly body, much like how the moon’s light is merely a reflection and how the shadow of the earth cuts into that brightness.

Without a sun, planets live in darkness, with one exception.  Earth is the only planet (that we know of) that generates its own light.

Think about that for a minute and ask yourself a couple of questions.

Do I do a good job of reflecting God’s light or do I let the world darken it out in shadow?  And do I generate my own light?

How Should I Spend My Lottery Winnings?


I won the lottery!  Not a huge, huge jackpot, but one that will fundamentally change my life.  Approximately two million dollars after taxes, and I want to make every penny count.

First, I can realize my ambition to be a home owner.  But do I merely put down some money on a mortgage or do I pay for the whole house?  Certainly, I couldn’t do the latter here in San Diego, but if I relocated back to Ohio, I could get a lot of house for about three hundred thousand.

Secondly, I don’t have to worry about my debt anymore, and that is such a relief.  I can’t even tell you how good that feels.  I am overjoyed by this thought to the point of tears.  I am weeping out of happiness, just kissing Stella over and over and praising God.

And finally, if I am smart enough, I can finally really bet on myself.  I can double down on my dreams and spend a period writing, acting, and producing artistic works full-time.  This is the most incredible part of it all.  I know why I was put on this planet, but the treadmill of living paycheck to paycheck, hand-to-mouth has made every step virtually impossible.  Every accomplishment I have achieved has been in spite of – and not because of – my Herculean efforts just to pay bills and survive.  But not anymore!  Now I am finally able to really chase my goals and find out how far the talent God has given me and the experience and training I have clawed and kicked to obtain can take us.

I am so relieved, hopeful, and happy that I can’t contain myself.  I am shaken by emotions, sobbing because I am so overwhelmed.

And then I wake up, realize that it’s all just been a dream, and really start to cry hard.

That’s what happened to me a few nights ago, and the worst part of it for me is that for most of is, that’s what’s become of the American dream.  We work so hard toward obtaining a pathway – to kick open the door of opportunity and to charge headlong toward our destiny, and then we wake up crying.

But it doesn’t mean I have given up, and you shouldn’t either.  It’s just a reality check that we have to keep at it every day, because as nice as it would be, unless you are Donald Trump, you won’t start tomorrow with a sum of money that will make it easy for you.  But you aren’t empty handed.

No, I didn’t win the state lottery, but I was granted the talent, ambition, and drive to work my way forward.  So in a way, I did win the lottery.  Now I just have to figure out how to spend it, and I need to make every minute count.


Five years ago, after completing my first album, I wrote these words, which I am making public for the first time.

By the way. . .  You can listen to the album here:


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The sun was setting over a gradient of blues to my right, casting a halo of burning orange onto the mountains and valleys to my left.  As clouds lingered in pink and gray, I tried to remain focused on the road ahead, but my mind was spinning across the journey we had already taken.

Godson – my engineer and music producer – had texted me a Christmas gift back in November.  He offered me twenty four hours to book an incredible amount of studio time for an absurdly low price.  I sprang into action and set down the cornerstone for what we were about to build.  Without a clear architectural design, I would soon be planning something far more ambitious than even my largest plans.

I had only recorded four songs in the past, and going into all of this, my knowledge was quite limited.  So green was I at this point, I often didn’t even know what questions to ask to figure out how amateur I was.  But I had learned one very important lesson: Surround yourself with the best people possible.

I felt like I was in one of those “Oceans Eleven” films, scouring the world for the best team to do the job.  And just like in “Inception,” we would be engineering a dream.  I called in old friends, people who were like family to me distanced only by time and space.  The appeal went out to those with whom I wanted to build up an empire.  These people would be the basis of Wolf In Wool Productions.

Even as positions were being full, more challenges arose.  My imagination can sometimes be larger than my stomach – or my wallet – and while people told me I was crazy and that I should scale back, I pursued what was in my heart.  Failure wasn’t an option for me as long as I clung to my instincts and was prepared to adapt, but that didn’t stop me from having moments of panic or doubt.

What had started off as a simple album soon swelled into a beast of objectives.  In one weekend, we would record an entire album, do an extensive photo shoot for album art and promotional materials, film a music video, record behind-the-scenes footage and interviews for both a mockumentary and a documentary, and. . . Well, we needed a club location…  Why not blow it out and have a live show?  And film it too.

Filling every moment I had after working 45 hours a week at my actual job, I planned to the best of my ability, but as I found out once the project loomed closer, my inexperience would be a challenge.  However, I had learned my lesson well, and I had the best people in place.  Both teams – the record studio and the video studio – were stocked with veterans who elevated my humble proficiencies in a way that far exceeded even my loftiest imaginings.

There are so many people to give thanks to.  It was a major labor by everyone, but you could feel the love in every part of it.  I just know that will translate to those who enjoy our creation.  All I can say is that once I began taking people back to the airport the last night, as I drove back in my car with only the cloak of night to keep me company, I turned up the volume and let “Peace in the Mid East” wash over me.  And then “Still Kickin’ It.”  And I was so overwhelmed by the dedication and passion that went into this project by every single person who had answered the call that I broke down and cried.  As I got back to the hotel, where the others were celebrating our victory, I locked myself in a room with Peter John Ross (the music videos director) and let it all sink in.

Which brings us back to the car trip in the California sunset.  We were leaving a small bookstore in Irvine where I had stood in a line to have some books and paraphernalia signed by my hero, Al Yankovic.  An actor, I haven’t really had aspirations of being a musician, so recording a music album was a major challenge for me.  I could only reference what I knew, and what I really knew best was “Weird Al.”  He had inspired me since I was in middle school and heard him for the first time, and his stamp is all over my work.

We could only have him sign one item per book.  We had three books, so I chose three items very carefully.  Kariem would have him sign the EP for “Fat.”  Stella would offer him the press kit for “UHF” and have him sign a carefully selected photo, and I would present him with his first 45 for “Another One Rides the Bus” and “Gotta Boogie,” the rarest item in my collection.  This tiny record had come out in 1979, the year I was born.

I clutched my demo CD and realized then and there what I held in my hand was the culmination of 31 years.  Inside the sleeve, I had scrawled a note to Al telling him my “Skipper Dan” story and thanking him for inspiring me.  As I handed him the best tracks from the album and started to tell him the story of how it came to be, the moment overtook me, and I again felt the love from everyone who had worked on making this moment a reality.  Despite being a man who rarely shows his emotions, tears of joy poured out of me as a new chapter opened up in my life.

With Weird Al

I wish to thank all of those who went into making M.C. Chalkskin & D.J. Pop’N’Fresh a reality.

First and foremost to Godson and Richard Baker for seeing something in us and helping us to bring it out.  You’ve shown amazing patience and have given incredible insight.  You are as much a part of Chalk and Pop as Kariem and I am.

Kariem Marbury, it isn’t easy for me to relinquish the reigns of my dreams to anyone, but you truly are my twin.  I can’t imagine a better partner for a comedy duo than you.  You’re the Abbott to my Costello, the Jake to my Ellwood.

Jason Nestler, you are a good and true friend, and it feels so great to inspire one another, doesn’t it?!  Thank you for letting yourself be vulnerable and putting yourself out there.  I just know that you’ve found out the potential you possess inside.

I’m glad that you’ve been changed by all of this, Mahmoud Maanaki.  I have too.  May we both be better men from this day forth.  🙂

If every time I used google I found someone as talented and beautiful as Kathy Robbins, I would never turn my computer off.  You trusted us enough to play with us with childlike wonder, and our game resulted in something so unique and inspirational.

Yochanan Winston Ph.D.  I actually get to put that name into the liner notes!  And it’s not just for novelty.  Yoch, I knew how good you are, but you managed to exceed my expectations and elevate the music to such a dynamic level.  It gives me goosebumps, man.

If you’re running behind schedule, and you need to get ahead, The Sneaker Kings will knock it out of the park for you.  Your professionalism and experience blows me away.  What you can do in such a short period of time amazes me.  Now that I know more about the process, I can’t wait to see what Jim Lakin, Mike Magnuson, and Dennis Ingram will be able to do when I give them more time to craft.  All four of the songs you performed on the album are hits.

Chase Pado, you are a phenom.  You just know exactly how to capture a mood and layer in context.  You were such an important part of making these songs into what they are.  I’m learning a lot, and just as with The Sneaker Kings, I know when I give you more room to explore, you’ll have a more conductive experience, but I am so impressed by what you’ve been able to do despite the limitations my inexperience has presented you with.

Rama Douglas, you really shred on that sitar, man!  That song simply wouldn’t be the same without you!  You are such a sweet and gentle soul, and I truly enjoyed every moment of our short encounter.  My mind is racing for ways to get you on future tracks.  Thank you so much for taking this project so seriously and being so adaptive.

Peter John Ross, you’ve been a friend for a long time.  When you first said you were willing to “pull cable” for anyone, I thought it was just hype, but you’ve given me the perfect model for how a filmmaker should act.  With humility and precision, you work your craft.  Thank you so much for “pulling cable” for me every time I’ve asked.  🙂

The hardest working man in show business is actually Kurt Braun.  You truly are the MacGyver of filmmaking, and you managed to put out my fires with duct tape, rubber bands, and charm.  You are the best at what you do, and you solve problems faster than a calculator.  Thank you so much for lighting more than just the set, for lighting the way.

Why wouldn’t I thank Jen Kolhagen?  She made me look @#$%ing great!  And not just by putting on my make-up.  She also dolled up all of the honeys and other guys, thus making me look even better!  Jen, you were worried we wouldn’t vibe at first, but I think we vibe on frequencies only dogs can hear.  😉  You are so dedicated and awesome, and this project would have suffered without you.

What a talent we have in Brian Canini.  He’s our photographer, graphic artist, and web designer.  Brian, you’re one of my oldest and dearest friends, and you’ve always believed in me.  I hope that you can see that I believe in you too.  Our work is just getting started, and I’m excited by what we’ll be able to come up with together!

You had said at one point didn’t know if it would be worth flying you out here, Mike.  What do you think now?  Mike Maletic is the perfect person to host an intellectual discourse and create an interview with various personalities.  You and “Dick” Cheswick were amazing, and I can’t wait to see what that material looks like.  Thank you for your dedication, belief, and for being one of my closest friends.  I hope we didn’t spoil your birthday too much.  😉

I’ve been friends with The Hodges Boys (Christian and Nate) through thick and thin since 1990 and I was 11 years old.  We’ve been creating characters in various ways for a long time.  We’ve rolled the dice and tried to turn up luck over many years, and I think this time, we’ve got a natural.

Candice Thiem and Laine Perry, you both signed onto this project at the eleventh hour… or the twelfth even.  It was an absolute pleasure working with both of you, and I hope you enjoyed the project as much as I did.  Thank you for rolling up your sleeves and taking care of the dirty work.

You can’t spell morale support without Debra Plante.  You totally have given your heart and mind to a belief in what Kariem is capable of, and your fervent belief in him is an amazing fuel that has driven him to do some amazing things.  You were always ready with a kind word, advice, and your camera.  An enormous help.

No one was as punctual or jolly – yep, jolly, Chuck – as Charles Castro.  If I said I’d be by to pick him up at 7:30 am, he was on the curb with his gear at 7:28.  Charles, I am so glad I was introduced to you that it almost made the acquaintance with the introducer worth it.  😉  Seriously, you are great, and I always want you on my team.

I wasn’t there when David Shoemaker came on the scene, but I hear he did a great job.  All I can speak of is how smart and fun you are, Mr. Shoemaker.  I’m so glad I was able to make you a part of this.

We were supposed to have three “hot guys,” but we only had one Haydar Alayidi.  Al, you more than made up for the others.  If you were nervous or unsure of yourself, you did an amazing job of overcoming it.  You’re a natural for a music video!

Angela Cousins, Kei Min Kim, Cristina Leduc, and Tiffany Williams, I’m so glad you could be my “Dope Hunnies” on this!  You look amazing and really took this silly project seriously, and I can’t wait to build on our new relationship.  I can’t wait for you all to hear the album.  Thank you so much for putting yourselves out there for me.  I hope you’re satisfied with the results.

Monique Fleming, Sarah Melick, and Misha Sedgwick really know how to class up a joint.  That music video will be so much better because of you.  You made Arab Money and me look like we might actually be able to land a dream girl like one of you, and I know that took a lot of skilled acting.  ;0)  I can’t wait to see how it will all turn out!

My finances are in ruins, and I know Aaron Frantz has that on his mind.  Aaron, you made a great cop, and you’ve already done so much in helping me create the business behind Wolf In Wool.  I’m so glad you’re on board to make this dream a financial reality.  I would be lost without you.


I’d also like to thank Stella Ingram (for being an incredible sounding board), Estrella Ingram (for putting love into the food), Rich Kunkel (for my awesome Sweatsedo), The Stage Saloon (for taking a chance with our first live performance), Young Olmos (for making the show so @#$%in’ good!), Esteban Carreno (advising my Spanish), Robert Becker (gearing up my computer), Mary’s Donuts in Santee (for being the perfect location), Kerry Steers (for suggesting The Stage), Craig Wilson (for advice), Pedro Rodriguez (for trying to fit us in), and Sarah Melick and Michelle Gabele and Shaun Berry (for letting us turn your home into a studio for a weekend).


I simply can not say “thank you” enough.  Thank you to anyone who has believed in me and supported my dreams.  To those of you who put your fingerprints on this project, you are a miracle in my life, and I am forever changed by this experience.


Yours truly,

Sheepdog David Grant

PS-  I will be in touch regarding a release party and future works.